Dvar Sources for Parashat Ki Tisa (1)
Sources and Rough Draft of Dvar for Morning Minyan 3.7.26 🐂 Shabbat Parah

(טו) יִ֥הְיֽוּ־לְרָצ֨וֹן ׀ אִמְרֵי־פִ֡י וְהֶגְי֣וֹן לִבִּ֣י לְפָנֶ֑יךָ יהוה צוּרִ֥י וְגֹאֲלִֽי׃ {פ}

(15)May the words of my mouthand the prayer of my heart be acceptable to You,O ETERNAL One, my rock and my redeemer.

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Here begins the sources and rough draft for the dvar:

וַיַּ֣רְא הָעָ֔ם כִּֽי־בֹשֵׁ֥שׁ מֹשֶׁ֖ה לָרֶ֣דֶת מִן־הָהָ֑ר וַיִּקָּהֵ֨ל הָעָ֜ם עַֽל־אַהֲרֹ֗ן וַיֹּאמְר֤וּ אֵלָיו֙ ק֣וּם ׀ עֲשֵׂה־לָ֣נוּ אֱלֹהִ֗ים אֲשֶׁ֤ר יֵֽלְכוּ֙ לְפָנֵ֔ינוּ כִּי־זֶ֣ה ׀ מֹשֶׁ֣ה הָאִ֗ישׁ אֲשֶׁ֤ר הֶֽעֱלָ֙נוּ֙ מֵאֶ֣רֶץ מִצְרַ֔יִם לֹ֥א יָדַ֖עְנוּ מֶה־הָ֥יָה לֽוֹ׃

When the people saw that Moses was so long in coming down from the mountain, the people gathered against Aaron and said to him, “Come, make us a god who shall go before us, for we do not know what has happened to Moses—the man who brought us from the land of Egypt.”

Let's get some context on this. The Israelites at this point, after 400 years in Egypt, are used to the idea that a god is represented by a man (Pharaoh). I think there might have been a feeling that Moshe was Hashem's emissary/physical representation on earth. And who can blame them? Not only is it what they are familiar with, but...

(טו) וְדִבַּרְתָּ֣ אֵלָ֔יו וְשַׂמְתָּ֥ אֶת־הַדְּבָרִ֖ים בְּפִ֑יו וְאָנֹכִ֗י אֶֽהְיֶ֤ה עִם־פִּ֙יךָ֙ וְעִם־פִּ֔יהוּ וְהוֹרֵיתִ֣י אֶתְכֶ֔ם אֵ֖ת אֲשֶׁ֥ר תַּעֲשֽׂוּן׃ (טז) וְדִבֶּר־ה֥וּא לְךָ֖ אֶל־הָעָ֑ם וְהָ֤יָה הוּא֙ יִֽהְיֶה־לְּךָ֣ לְפֶ֔ה וְאַתָּ֖ה תִּֽהְיֶה־לּ֥וֹ לֵֽאלֹהִֽים׃

(15) You shall speak to him and put the words in his mouth—I will be with you and with him as you speak, and tell both of you what to do— (16) and he shall speak for you to the people. Thus he shall serve as your spokesman, with you playing the role of God to him.

So, the Iraelites have already seen Moshe presented as a lowercase "g" god and now they feel like their lowercase "g" god abandoned them, or at least who they believe is the physical representation of Hashem.
They are panicking, they need a physical representation of Hashem, man or object, even though we were explicitly told that icons are forbidden.

(ד) לֹֽ֣א־תַעֲשֶֽׂ֨ה־לְךָ֥֣ פֶ֣֙סֶל֙ ׀ וְכׇל־תְּמוּנָ֔֡ה אֲשֶׁ֤֣ר בַּשָּׁמַ֣֙יִם֙ ׀ מִמַּ֔֡עַל וַֽאֲשֶׁ֥ר֩ בָּאָ֖֨רֶץ מִתָּ֑͏ַ֜חַת וַאֲשֶׁ֥ר בַּמַּ֖֣יִם ׀ מִתַּ֥֣חַת לָאָֽ֗רֶץ׃ (ה) לֹֽא־תִשְׁתַּחֲוֶ֥֣ה לָהֶ֖ם֮ וְלֹ֣א תׇעׇבְדֵ֑ם֒ כִּ֣י אָֽנֹכִ֞י יהוה אֱלֹהֶ֙יךָ֙ אֵ֣ל קַנָּ֔א פֹּ֠קֵ֠ד עֲוֺ֨ן אָבֹ֧ת עַל־בָּנִ֛ים עַל־שִׁלֵּשִׁ֥ים וְעַל־רִבֵּעִ֖ים לְשֹׂנְאָֽ֑י׃

(4) You shall not make for yourself a sculptured image, or any likeness of what is in the heavens above, or on the earth below, or in the waters under the earth. (5) You shall not bow down to them or serve them. For I the ETERNAL your God am an impassioned God, visiting the guilt of the parents upon the children, upon the third and upon the fourth generations of those who reject Me,

However, this seems to me that icons of FOREIGN gods are not permitted. So why is an icon of Hashem a problem?

(ו) דָּבָר אַחֵר, וַיְחַל משֶׁה, מַהוּ לָמָּה יהוה יֶחֱרֶה אַפְּךָ בְּעַמֶּךָ, רַבִּי יְהוּדָה וְרַבִּי נְחֶמְיָה, רַבִּי יְהוּדָה אוֹמֵר לְמָה הַדָּבָר דּוֹמֶה לְמֶלֶךְ שֶׁהָיָה לוֹ בֶּן בַּיִת וְהִשְׁלִיטוֹ עַל כָּל מַה שֶּׁהָיָה לוֹ, הָלַךְ אוֹתוֹ בֶּן בַּיִת וְהִלְוָה לִבְנֵי אָדָם עַל יְדֵי עֲרֵבִים, הִלְוָה לָזֶה חֲמִשִּׁים זְהוּבִים וְלָזֶה מֵאָה וְלָזֶה מָאתַיִם, בָּרְחוּ הַוִים. אַחַר זְמַן שָׁמַע הַמֶּלֶךְ וְרַע לוֹ, אָמַר לוֹ הִשְׁלַטְתִּיךָ עַל שֶׁלִּי אֶלָּא לְאַבְּדָן. אָמַר לוֹ בֶּן בַּיִת, אֲנִי הִלְוֵיתִי וּבְאַחְרָיוּתִי הֵם לְשַׁלֵּם, אֲנִי מַעֲמִידְךָ עַל הַכֹּל, הֲרֵי פְּלוֹנִי עָרֵב יֵשׁ בְּיָדוֹ מֵאָה זְהוּבִים וּבְיַד פְּלוֹנִי חֲמִשִּׁים. כָּךְ אָמַר משֶׁה לְהַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא לָמָּה אַתָּה כּוֹעֵס לֹא בִּשְׁבִיל תּוֹרָתֶךָ, בְּאַחֲרָיוּתִי הִיא, שֶׁאֲנִי וַחֲבֵרַי נְקַיֵּם אוֹתָהּ, אַהֲרֹן וּבָנָיו יְקַיְּמוּהָ, יְהוֹשֻׁעַ וְכָלֵב יְקַיְּמוּהָ, יָאִיר וּמָכִיר יְקַיְּמוּהָ, הַצַּדִּיקִים יְקַיְּמוּהָ, וַאֲנִי אֲקַיְּמֶנָּה, הֱוֵי: לָמָּה יהוה יֶחֱרֶה אַפְּךָ. וְרַבִּי נְחֶמְיָה אָמַר בְּשָׁעָה שֶׁעָשׂוּ יִשְׂרָאֵל אוֹתוֹ מַעֲשֶׂה עָמַד לוֹ משֶׁה מְפַיֵּס אֶת הָאֱלֹהִים, אָמַר רִבּוֹן הָעוֹלָם עָשׂוּ לְךָ סִיּוּעַ וְאַתָּה כּוֹעֵס עֲלֵיהֶם, הָעֵגֶל הַזֶּה שֶׁעָשׂוּ יִהְיֶה מְסַיְעֶךָ, אַתָּה מַזְרִיחַ אֶת הַחַמָּה וְהוּא הַלְּבָנָה, אַתָּה הַכּוֹכָבִים וְהוּא הַמַּזָּלוֹת, אַתָּה מוֹרִיד אֶת הַטָּל וְהוּא מַשִּׁיב רוּחוֹת, אַתָּה מוֹרִיד גְּשָׁמִים וְהוּא מְגַדֵּל צְמָחִים. אָמַר הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא משֶׁה אַף אַתָּה טוֹעֶה כְּמוֹתָם וַהֲלוֹא אֵין בּוֹ מַמָּשׁ. אָמַר לוֹ אִם כֵּן לָמָּה אַתָּה כּוֹעֵס עַל בָּנֶיךָ, הֱוֵי: לָמָּה יהוה יֶחֱרֶה אַפְּךָ בְּעַמֶּךָ.

(6) Another matter, “Moses implored,” what is “Lord, why is Your wrath enflamed against Your people?” (Exodus 32:11). Rabbi Yehuda and Rabbi Neḥemya, Rabbi Yehuda says: To what is this matter comparable? To a king who had a member of his household whom he placed in charge of all that was his. That member of the household went and lent people by means of guarantors. He lent fifty gold pieces to this one, a hundred to that one, and two hundred to that one. The borrowers fled. Sometime later the king heard and he was unhappy. He said to him: ‘Did I put you in charge of what was mine in order to lose it?’ The member of the household said to him: ‘I lent, and it is my responsibility that they pay. I am restoring all of it to you. So and so is guarantor, and has one hundred gold pieces in his possession, and in the possession of so and so there are fifty.’ So too, Moses said to the Holy One blessed be He: ‘Why are You angry? Is it not because of Your Torah? It is my responsibility, I and my colleagues will fulfill it; Aaron and his sons will fulfill it, Joshua and Caleb will fulfill it, Yair and Makhir will fulfill it, the righteous will fulfill it, and I will fulfill it.’ That is, “why is Your wrath enflamed against your people?”
Rabbi Neḥemya said: When Israel performed that act, Moses rose to placate God. He said: ‘Master of the universe, they assisted You and You are angry at them? The calf that they crafted will assist You; you will cause the sun to shine, and it, the moon; You, the stars, it the constellations; You will cause the dew to fall, it will cause the wind to blow; You will cause the rain to fall, and it will cause plants to grow.’ The Holy One blessed be He said: ‘You, too, are mistaken like them; it lacks substance!’ He said to Him: ‘If so, why are you angry at Your children?’ That is, “why is Your wrath enflamed against your people?”

וַיֹּ֤אמֶר אֲלֵהֶם֙ אַהֲרֹ֔ן פָּֽרְקוּ֙ נִזְמֵ֣י הַזָּהָ֔ב אֲשֶׁר֙ בְּאׇזְנֵ֣י נְשֵׁיכֶ֔ם בְּנֵיכֶ֖ם וּבְנֹתֵיכֶ֑ם וְהָבִ֖יאוּ אֵלָֽי׃

Aaron said to them, “Take off the gold rings that are on the ears of your wives, your sons, and your daughters, and bring them to me.”

וַיִּתְפָּֽרְקוּ֙ כׇּל־הָעָ֔ם אֶת־נִזְמֵ֥י הַזָּהָ֖ב אֲשֶׁ֣ר בְּאׇזְנֵיהֶ֑ם וַיָּבִ֖יאוּ אֶֽל־אַהֲרֹֽן׃

And all the people took off the gold rings that were in their ears and brought them to Aaron.

וַיִּקַּ֣ח מִיָּדָ֗ם וַיָּ֤צַר אֹתוֹ֙ בַּחֶ֔רֶט וַֽיַּעֲשֵׂ֖הוּ עֵ֣גֶל מַסֵּכָ֑ה וַיֹּ֣אמְר֔וּ אֵ֤לֶּה אֱלֹהֶ֙יךָ֙ יִשְׂרָאֵ֔ל אֲשֶׁ֥ר הֶעֱל֖וּךָ מֵאֶ֥רֶץ מִצְרָֽיִם׃

This he took from them and cast in a mold, and made it into a molten calf. And they exclaimed, “This is your god, O Israel, who brought you out of the land of Egypt!”

וַיַּ֣רְא אַהֲרֹ֔ן וַיִּ֥בֶן מִזְבֵּ֖חַ לְפָנָ֑יו וַיִּקְרָ֤א אַֽהֲרֹן֙ וַיֹּאמַ֔ר חַ֥ג לַיהוה מָחָֽר׃

When Aaron saw this, he built an altar before it; and Aaron announced: “Tomorrow shall be a festival of GOD!”

Even here, Aaron is saying that tomorrow's festival is a festival for Hashem.

וַיַּשְׁכִּ֙ימוּ֙ מִֽמׇּחֳרָ֔ת וַיַּעֲל֣וּ עֹלֹ֔ת וַיַּגִּ֖שׁוּ שְׁלָמִ֑ים וַיֵּ֤שֶׁב הָעָם֙ לֶֽאֱכֹ֣ל וְשָׁת֔וֹ וַיָּקֻ֖מוּ לְצַחֵֽק׃ {פ}

Early next day, the people offered up burnt offerings and brought sacrifices of well-being; they sat down to eat and drink, and then rose to dance.

Debauchery. ️️👁️👄👁️
I think here is the problem. They ended up treating the icon as the god.
But, why a calf? Why not a crocodile? Those are mamash pachad. Just as a side note, we use the bones of Nile Crocodiles to inform our aging estimates of dinosaurs, because Nile Crocodiles are the closets living ancestors to dinosaurs.
Lets start with Canaanite mythology. The chief god El is depicted as a bull and the storm god, Baal, sires an ox. There are multiple depicts throughout Canaan, even some in Eretz Yisrael, that depict a bull as a representation of a storm god. Either as the god directly or the deity's mount. This would make sense, then, that some kind of bull was used to represent Hashem, as every single time the Israelites have an interaction with Hashem, there is a gigantic frightening storm. There is a giant storm happening on top of Mt. Sinai while Moshe is receiving the tablets.
In Egyptian mythology, from the very little that I understand. There was a calf called the Apis Calf that was selected for it's special markings. It was fed for 40 days and at the end of the 40 days, it would be taken to the temple in Memphis where it would serve as an emissary for the god Ptah.
Does this sound familiar? They created a golden form of Moshe. I think the real issue here is that the Israelites started to worship Moshe in the same way the Egyptians worship pharaoh.
What is the significance of Memphis? Well, we have found Hebrew inscriptions in turquoise mines in Memphis. Turquoise, in power form, most likely prolific in a mine setting, is a lung and skin irritant, and in large doses can lead to heavy metal poisoning. It can be debated whether or not we built the pyramids, but we definitely were poisoned in turquoise mines.

לצחק. יֵשׁ בְּמַשְׁמַע הַזֶּה גִּלּוּי עֲרָיוֹת, כְּמוֹ שֶׁנֶּ' לְצַחֶק בִּי (בראשית ל"ט), וּשְׁפִיכוּת דָּמִים, כְּמוֹ שֶׁנֶּ' יָקוּמוּ נָא הַנְּעָרִים וִישַׂחֲקוּ לְפָנֵינוּ (שמואל ב ב'), אַף כָּן נֶהֱרַג חוּר (שמות רבה):

לצחק TO PLAY — There is implied in this term besides idolatry also sexual immorality, — as we find the word used in, (Genesis 39:17) “to mock (לצחק) me” where unchastity is meant as is evident from the context — and blood-shed, as it is said, (II Samuel 2:14) “Let the young men arise and play (וישחקו) before me; [and they caught every one his fellow by the head and thrust his sword in his fellows side]”— here, too, Hur was assassinated (Midrash Tanchuma 3:9:20).

וְטַעַם וַיֵּשֶׁב הָעָם לֶאֱכֹל וְשָׁתוֹ שֶׁיָּשְׁבוּ כֻּלָּם כְּאֶחָד לֶאֱכֹל לְשָׂבְעָה וְשָׁתֹה לְשָׁכְרָה, כַּאֲשֶׁר יַעֲשׂוּ בַּחַגִּים וּבַמּוֹעֲדִים, וְאַחֲרֵי כֵן קָמוּ לְצַחֵק בַּעֲצַבֵּיהֶם וּלְשִׂמְחָה, וְסִפֵּר זֶה בַּעֲבוּר מַה שֶׁאָמַר "קוֹל עַנּוֹת אָנֹכִי שֹׁמֵעַ" (שמות ל"ב:י"ח), כִּי מֹשֶׁה מְצָאָן מְשַׂחֲקִין לְפָנָיו, וַיִּגְבַּהּ לִבּוֹ בְּדַרְכֵי יהוה לָקַחַת אוֹתוֹ מִלִּפְנֵיהֶם וּלְשָׂרְפוֹ לְעֵינֵיהֶם, וַיַּשְׁקְ אוֹתוֹ לָהֶם. וְהִשְׁלִים הַכָּתוּב כָּל מַה שֶׁעָשׂוּ בָּעֵגֶל, וְאַחַר כֵּן סִפֵּר מַה שֶׁאָמַר הקב"ה לְמֹשֶׁה "לֶךְ רֵד", אֲבָל הָיָה דִּבּוּר זֶה לְמֹשֶׁה בַּבֹּקֶר הַשְׁכֵּם כַּאֲשֶׁר הִשְׁתַּחֲווּ לוֹ וַיִּזְבְּחוּ לוֹ, וּבְרֶדֶת מֹשֶׁה יָשְׁבוּ לֶאֱכֹל וְלִשְׁתּוֹת וְקָמוּ לְצַחֵק, וּמְצָאָם בַּשְּׂחוֹק, וְגַם זֶה רְאָיָה לְמָה שֶׁפֵּרַשְׁתִּי (רמב"ן על שמות ל"ב:א'), שֶׁלֹּא נֶאֱמַר לְמֹשֶׁה לֶךְ רֵד כִּי שִׁחֵת עַמְּךָ בַּיּוֹם שֶׁעָשָׂה אַהֲרֹן הָעֵגֶל וְהַמִּזְבֵּחַ, שֶׁהָיָה יוֹרֵד מִיָּד, אֲבָל כְּשֶׁזָּבְחוּ וְהִשְׁתַּחֲווּ לוֹ הָעָם אָז אָמַר לְמֹשֶׁה שֶׁיֵּרֵד:

AND THE PEOPLE SAT DOWN TO EAT AND TO DRINK. This means that they all sat down together to eat and drink inordinately, as they would do at feasts and on festivals, and afterwards they rose up to make merry with their idols and indulge in revelry. Scripture tells us this on account of what Moses [later] said, the noise of them that sing do I hear, for Moses found them acting riotously in front of him and his heart was lifted up in the ways of the Eternal, to take it from before them and to burn it in their presence [and scatter its powder upon the water] and make them drink of it.
Now Scripture first completed the account of everything they had done with the calf, and afterwards told of what the Holy One, blessed be He, said to Moses, Go, get thee down. This communication, however, was given to Moses early that morning, when they worshipped the calf and sacrificed to it. When Moses came down from the mountain they had sat down to eat and to drink, and rose up to make merry, and he found them in revelry. This also is proof to what I have explained [that at first their intent was not to worship idols], since it was not said to Moses, Go, get thee down, for thy people have dealt corruptly on the day that Aaron made the [golden] calf and the altar, [for had they been made for the purpose of idolatry, Moses] would have come down immediately. Instead, it was only when the people sacrificed to it and worshipped it that He told Moses to go down.