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Session 2: Dark & Light in the Jewish Canon

“Shimmer: When All You Love is Being Trashed," by Deborah Bird Rose
“We are going to be asked again and again to take a stand for life, and this means taking a stand for faith in life’s meaningfulness… we are called into recognition: of the shimmer of life’s pulses and the great patterns within which the power of life expresses itself. We are therefore called into gratitude for the fact that in the midst of terrible destruction, life finds ways to flourish, and that the shimmer of life does indeed include us.”

בראשית א׳:ג׳-ד׳

(ג) וַיֹּ֥אמֶר אֱלֹהִ֖ים יְהִ֣י א֑וֹר וַֽיְהִי־אֽוֹר׃ (ד) וַיַּ֧רְא אֱלֹהִ֛ים אֶת־הָא֖וֹר כִּי־ט֑וֹב וַיַּבְדֵּ֣ל אֱלֹהִ֔ים בֵּ֥ין הָא֖וֹר וּבֵ֥ין הַחֹֽשֶׁךְ׃

Genesis 1:3-4

(3) God said, “Let there be light”; and there was light. (4) God saw that the light was good, and God separated the light from the darkness.

The Primordial and Hidden Light (Or HaGanuz)

בראשית רבה י״א:ב׳

וַיְבָרֶךְ אֱלֹהִים אֶת יוֹם הַשְּׁבִיעִי וַיְקַדֵּשׁ אוֹתוֹ, בֵּרְכוֹ בְּאוֹרָה, כֵּיוָן שֶׁשָּׁקְעָה הַחַמָּה בְּלֵילֵי הַשַּׁבָּת הִתְחִילָה הָאוֹרָה וְהָיְתָה מְשַׁמֶּשֶׁת, הִתְחִילוּ הַכֹּל מְקַלְּסִין, הֲדָא הוּא דִכְתִיב (איוב לז, ג): תַּחַת כָּל הַשָּׁמַיִם יִשְׁרֵהוּ וְאוֹרוֹ עַל כַּנְפוֹת הָאָרֶץ, מִפְּנֵי מָה וְאוֹרוֹ עַל כַּנְפוֹת הָאָרֶץ, אָמַר רַבִּי יְהוּדָה בַּר רַבִּי סִימוֹן, אוֹר שֶׁבָּרָא הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא בְּיוֹם רִאשׁוֹן, אָדָם צוֹפֶה וּמַבִּיט בּוֹ מִסּוֹף הָעוֹלָם וְעַד סוֹפוֹ, כֵּיוָן שֶׁהִסְתַּכֵּל הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא בְּאַנְשֵׁי דּוֹר הַמַּבּוּל וּבְאַנְשֵׁי דּוֹר הַפְלָגָה שֶׁמַּעֲשֵׂיהֶן מְקֻלְקָלִין, עָמַד וּגְנָזָהּ וְהִתְקִינָהּ לַצַּדִּיקִים לֶעָתִיד לָבוֹא.

Bereshit Rabbah 11:2

When the sun set on Shabbat eve, the Holy One blessed be He sought to put away the [primordial] light, but He accorded honor to Shabbat. That is what is written: “God blessed the seventh day, and sanctified it” – He blessed it with light. When the sun set on Shabbat eve the [primordial] light continued to function. Everyone began praising [God]; that is what is written: “Under all the heavens they sing His praises, and His light is to the ends of the earth” (Job 37:3). Why was this? Because “His light is to the ends of the earth.”
Rabbi Yehuda bar Rabbi Simon said: By the light that the Holy One blessed be He created on the first day, a person could look out and see from one end of the world to the other end. When the Holy One blessed be He looked at the people of the generation of the Flood and the people of the generation of the Dispersion, whose actions were to be corrupt, He arose and hid it away and designated it for the righteous in the future.

The Neshama (Soul) as Hashem's Light

משלי כ׳:כ״ז

נֵ֣ר יהוה נִשְׁמַ֣ת אָדָ֑ם חֹ֝פֵ֗שׂ כׇּל־חַדְרֵי־בָֽטֶן׃

Proverbs 20:27

A mortal’s lifebreath is GOD’s lampRevealing all their inmost parts.

God as the Source of Light

תהילים ל״ו:י׳

(י) כִּֽי־עִ֭מְּךָ מְק֣וֹר חַיִּ֑ים בְּ֝אוֹרְךָ֗ נִרְאֶה־אֽוֹר׃

Psalms 36:10

(10)With You is the fountain of life;by Your light do we see light.

Holy Sparks (Netzitzot) in all Creation

Shevirah - Shattering the Vessels
At the beginning of time, God’s presence filled the universe. When God decided to bring this world into being, to make room for creation, He first drew in His breath, contracting Himself. From that contraction darkness was created. And when God said, “Let there be light” (Gen. 1:3), the light that came into being filled the darkness, and ten holy vessels came forth, each filled with primordial light.

In this way God sent forth those ten vessels, like a fleet of ships, each carrying its cargo of light. Had they all arrived intact, the world would have been perfect. But the vessels were too fragile to contain such a powerful, divine light. They broke open, split asunder, and all the holy sparks were scattered like sand, like seeds, like stars. Those sparks fell everywhere, but more fell on the Holy Land than anywhere else.

That is why we were created — to gather the sparks, no matter where they are hidden. God created the world so that the descendents of Jacob could raise up the holy sparks. That is why there have been so many exiles — to release the holy sparks from the servitude of captivity. In this way the Jewish people will sift all the holy sparks from the four corners of the earth.

And when enough holy sparks have been gathered, the broken vessels will be restored, and tikkun olam,the repair of the world, awaited so long, will finally be complete. Therefore it should be the aim of everyone to raise these sparks from wherever they are imprisoned and to elevate them to holiness by the power of their soul.

Howard Schwartz, Tree of Souls, p. 122

Rebbe Nachman internalizes the Kabbalistic description of Divine sparks, speaking about good points trapped inside a person who feels broken:

ליקוטי מוהר"ן רפ״ב:ב׳:ד׳

הַיְנוּ כְּמוֹ שֶׁצְּרִיכִין לָדוּן אֲחֵרִים לְכַף זְכוּת, אֲפִלּוּ אֶת הָרְשָׁעִים, וְלִמְצֹא בָּהֶם אֵיזֶה נְקֻדּוֹת טוֹבוֹת, וְעַל־יְדֵי־זֶה מוֹצִיאִין אוֹתָם בֶּאֱמֶת מִכַּף חוֹבָה לְכַף זְכוּת, בִּבְחִינַת: וְעוֹד מְעַט וְכוּ' וְהִתְבּוֹנַנְתָּ וְכוּ' כַּנַּ"ל, כְּמוֹ כֵן הוּא אֵצֶל הָאָדָם בְּעַצְמוֹ, שֶׁצָּרִיךְ לָדוּן אֶת עַצְמוֹ לְכַף זְכוּת, וְלִמְצֹא בְּעַצְמוֹ אֵיזֶה נְקֻדָּה טוֹבָה עֲדַיִן, כְּדֵי לְחַזֵּק אֶת עַצְמוֹ שֶׁלֹּא יִפֹּל לְגַמְרֵי, חַס וְשָׁלוֹם, רַק אַדְּרַבָּא יְחַיֶּה אֶת עַצְמוֹ, וִישַׂמַּח אֶת נַפְשׁוֹ בִּמְעַט הַטּוֹב שֶׁמּוֹצֵא בְּעַצְמוֹ, דְּהַיְנוּ מַה שֶּׁזָּכָה לַעֲשׂוֹת מִיָּמָיו אֵיזֶה מִצְוָה אוֹ אֵיזֶה דָּבָר טוֹב,

Likutei Moharan 282:2:4

That is, just as has been explained above, that we must judge others favorably, even the wicked, and find in them some good point, and by doing so move them from the scale of guilt to the scale of merit, in the aspect of “in yet a little bit… you will reflect…”—the same applies with regard to oneself. A person has to judge himself favorably and find in himself some remaining good point, in order to give himself the strength to avoid falling completely, God forbid. On the contrary, he will revive himself and bring joy to his soul with the little bit of good he finds in himself—i.e., that once in his life he merited doing a mitzvah or good deed.

With the end of Kislev comes the beginning of Chanukah, an eight-day festival of lights that celebrates the light inside of us. While the light of the Sun is predictable, consistent and dependable, the inner light depends on our choice to kindle and awaken the flame. Kislev teaches us that light doesn’t just come from the Sun, there is another dimension of light - the light of fire. This fire is the spiritual light and it can only be ignited through internal work. Chanukah celebrates this light we have found on the inside, the light we have cultivated through the inner quest to find our truth- whether that is through facing our challenges or surrendering to the mystery of life.
Hadar Cohen, Dreaming the World to Come planner 5783

Yedid Shapiro

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