- How do the traits and names ascribed to R. Yosef relate to the ways his story plays out?
- Why is this discourse being framed by the context of the luchot and Har Sinai?
- For what goal does R. Yosef fast: in order that Torah remain with his descendants, or that he himself should not forget it?
- How do you envision the intellectual and emotional experience of Abaye reteaching R. Yosef all his torah?
- What does it mean to forget or return to something we treasure?
רב המנונא אמר חוזר לימי עלומיו שנאמר (איוב לג, כה) רוטפש בשרו מנוער ישוב לימי עלומיו כל משכבו הפכת בחליו (תהלים מא, ד) אמר רב יוסף לומר דמשכח למודו
רב יוסף חלש איעקר ליה למודיה אהדריה אביי קמיה היינו דבכל דוכתא אמרינן אמר רב יוסף לא שמיע לי הדא שמעתא אמר ליה אביי את אמריתה ניהלן ומהא מתניתא אמריתה ניהלן
Rav Hamnuna said: When the sick person recovers, he returns to the days of his youth, as it is stated in a verse with regard to one recovering from illness: “His flesh is tenderer than a child’s; he returns to the days of his youth” (Job 33:25). Interpreting the verse: “The Lord will support him upon the bed of suffering; You overturned all his lying down in his illness” (Psalms 41:4), Rav Yosef said: That is to say that the sick person forgets his studies, as everything that is organized is overturned.
The Gemara relates: Rav Yosef himself fell ill and his studies were forgotten. Abaye restored his studies by reviewing what he had learned from Rav Yosef before him. This is the background for that which we say everywhere throughout the Talmud, that Rav Yosef said: I did not learn this halakha, and Abaye said to him in response: You said this to us and it was from this baraita that you said it to us.
אָמַר רַב יוֹסֵף: לָא שְׁמִיעַ לִי הָא שְׁמַעְתָּא. אֲמַר לֵיהּ אַבָּיֵי: אַתְּ אֲמַרְתְּ נִיהֲלַן, וְאַהָא אֲמַרְתְּ נִיהֲלַן: גַּג גָּדוֹל הַסָּמוּךְ לְקָטָן — הַגָּדוֹל מוּתָּר, וְהַקָּטָן אָסוּר.
אֲמַר לֵיהּ: אֲנָא הָכִי אֲמַרִי לְכוּ:
Rav Yosef said, after an illness had caused him to forget his knowledge: I have not heard this halakha of Shmuel’s with regard to roofs. His student Abaye said to him: You yourself said it to us, and it was about this that you said it to us: With regard to a large roof that is adjacent to a small one, carrying on the large one is permitted, as its partitions are distinct where it extends beyond the small one, and carrying on the small one is prohibited, as it is breached along its entire length into the other roof, onto which it is prohibited to carry.
Rav Yosef said to him: I remember it now. I said to you as follows:
Rav Yosef said: I have not heard this halakha stated by Rav. An illness had caused Rav Yosef to forget his studies. His student, Abaye, said to him: You yourself said it to us, and it was with regard to this that you said it to us: With regard to brothers who were eating at their father’s table and sleeping in their own houses in the same courtyard, a separate contribution to the eiruv is required for each and every one of them. And we said to you: Can one learn from here that a person’s place of sleep determines the location of his Shabbat residence? And you said to us in this regard that Rav Yehuda said that Rav said: They taught this mishna with regard to brothers who receive a portion from their father and are therefore considered as though they eat at his table, whereas in actual fact they eat their meals in their own homes.
רב יוסף סיני רבה עוקר הרים שלחו לתמן איזה מהם קודם שלחו להו סיני עדיף דאמר מר הכל צריכין למרי חטיא ואפילו הכי לא קביל רב יוסף עליה מלך רבה עשרין ותרתי שנין והדר מלך רב יוסף וכל שני דמלך רבה רב יוסף אפילו אומנא לביתיה לא חליף
Rav Yosef was Sinai, i.e., one who is extremely knowledgeable; Rabba was one who uproots mountains, i.e., one who is extremely incisive. They sent a message from Babylonia to there, Eretz Yisrael: Which takes precedence? They sent in response: Sinai is preferable, as the Master said: Everyone requires the owner of the wheat, i.e., one who is expert in the sources. And even so, Rav Yosef did not accept upon himself the appointment of head of the yeshiva. Rabba reigned for twenty-two years, and then Rav Yosef reigned. The Gemara relates that in all those years that Rabba presided, Rav Yosef did not even call a bloodletter to his home. Rav Yosef did not assume even the slightest air of authority, in deference to Rabba, and would go to seek out the bloodletter rather than expecting that the bloodletter would accommodate him.
משמת רבי בטלה ענוה ויראת חטא אמר ליה רב יוסף לתנא לא תיתני ענוה דאיכא אנא
The final line of the mishna states that from the time when Rabbi Yehuda HaNasi died, humility and fear of sin ceased. Rav Yosef said to the tanna who reviewed the mishna: Do not teach that humility ceased, for there is still one who is humble, namely me.
The verse states: “At that time the Lord said to me: Hew for yourself two tablets of stone like the first…And I will write on the tablets the words that were on the first tablets, which you broke, and you shall put them in the Ark” (Deuteronomy 10:1–2). Rav Yosef teaches a baraita: This verse teaches that both the tablets of the Covenant and the pieces of the broken tablets are placed in the Ark. One should learn from here that with regard to a Torah scholar who has forgotten his Torah knowledge due to circumstances beyond his control, e.g., illness, one may not behave toward him in a degrading manner.
The Gemara relates that Rav Yosef fasted forty fasts to preserve Torah in himself/his family, and he was read the verse in a dream: “My words…shall not depart out of your mouth.” He fasted an additional forty fasts and he was read: “Shall not depart out of your mouth, nor out of the mouth of your seed.” He fasted an additional one hundred fasts. In a dream, he came and was read the conclusion of the verse: “Shall not depart out of your mouth, nor out of the mouth of your seed, nor out of the mouth of your seed’s seed.” He said: From this point forward I do not need to fast anymore, as I am now assured that the Torah will return to its lodging.
...הַתּוֹרָה כּוּלָּהּ [כָּאן] וְיִשְׂרָאֵל מְשׁוּמָּדִים — עַל אַחַת כַּמָּה וְכַמָּה. וּמְנָלַן דְּהִסְכִּים הַקָּדוֹשׁ בָּרוּךְ הוּא עַל יָדוֹ? — שֶׁנֶּאֱמַר: ״אֲשֶׁר שִׁבַּרְתָּ״, וְאָמַר רֵישׁ לָקִישׁ: יִישַׁר כֹּחֲךָ שֶׁשִּׁבַּרְתָּ.
Regarding the tablets, which represented the entire Torah, and Israel at that moment were apostates, as they were worshipping the calf, all the more so are they not worthy of receiving the Torah. And from where do we derive that the Holy One, Blessed be He, agreed with his reasoning? As it is stated: “The first tablets which you broke [asher shibarta]” (Exodus 34:1), and Reish Lakish said: The word asher is an allusion to the phrase: May your strength be true [yishar koḥakha] due to the fact that you broke the tablets.
פחד יצחק, חנוכה, מאמר ג׳
והיינו שעל ידי החשיכה יון את עיניהם של ישראל בגזירותיה שגזרה להשכיחה תורתך, הרי החשכה-השכחה זו גרמה לידי המחלוקת הראשונה בסנהרדין היושבית בלשכת הגזית. באופן כי רבוי הדעות וחילוקי השיטות במלחמתה של תורה עד ימינו אלה, הולך הוא ונמשך בקו ישר מהחשכת עיניהם של ישראל על ידי השכחת התורה של גזירות יון...
ג. פעמים שביטלה של תורה זה הוא קיומה, שנאמר אשר שברת ישר כוח ששברת. מעשה שבירת הלוחות היא מעשה של קיום תורה על ידי ביטולה. והרי אמרו חכמים שאלמלא נשתברו הלוחות לא היתה תורה משתכת מישראל (עירובין נד). נמצא, איפוא, כי שבירת הלוחות היה בה גם משום השכחת התורה., עד כי באופן זה יתכן לקבל יישר כוח על השכחת התורה. ופוק חזי מה שאמרו חכמים כי שלש מאות הלכות נשתכו מימי אבלו של משה והחזירום עתניאל בן קנז בפלפולו. והרי דברי תורה הללו שפלפןל החזרת הלכות, הם הם דברי תורה שנתרבו רק על ידי שכחת התורה... ונמצאה דכל החילוקי דעות וחילופי שיטות הם הגדלת התורה והאדרתה הנולדות דוקא בכוחה של שכחת התורה.
Rav Hutner, Pachad Yitzchak Chanukah 3
That is, that on account of Greece's darkening of Israel's eyes with the decrees it decreed "to make them forget Your Torah", this darkening-forced forgetting led to the first dispute in the Sanhedrin that sat in the Gazit Chamber. In this sense, the proliferation of opinions and dissenting positions in the War of Torah down to our day, continues in a straight line from the darkening of Israel's eyes via the forgetting of Torah caused by the decrees of Greece...
3. "Sometimes, the cancelling of Torah is its fulfillment, as is said, '…which you broke' – 'More power to you for breaking them'" (TB Menahot 99b). The act of breaking the tablets is an act of fulfilling the Torah by way of cancelling it. But the Sages also said that "had the tablets not been broken, Torah would not have been forgotten from Israel" (TB Eiruvin 54a). We find, then, that the breaking of the tablets also had an aspect of making the Torah forgotten. We learn an amazing innovation from here – that it's possible for Torah to be proliferated via the forgetting of Torah, such that it is possible to receive congratulations on the forgetting of Torah. And go see that which the rabbis said, that three hundred laws were forgotten during the days of mourning for Moshe and Atniel ben Knaz returned them with his precise learning. And behold these matters of Torah which were returned via pilpul, they are matters of Torah which were multiplied only by means of being forgotten...and we find that all differences of opinion and changing of practices, they are an expansion and glorification of Torah that was born precisely due to its forgetting.
Real creativity and learning most often happen from a sense of deep need. When something is missing we are most inspired to delve deep and apply our God-given intellect to create new and innovative ideas. Moreover, in places of darkness and confusion, when we recognize that something is missing we are most likely to turn to others to help us make sense of the world and fill the void with wisdom.
The broken tablets in the ark remind us of the power of brokenness, of forgetting, to spark innovation and the building of intellectual and spiritual community. In the words of Leonard Cohen, “there is a crack in everything, that’s how the light gets through.”


